Wednesday, March 09, 2005
i'm lost. i'm in my little world.
i don't know what's wrong with me this few days. i feel lost. and i don't know the reason. i'm indeed living in my own little world. i have been feeling happy, but not truely happy. i have been excited about lots of things, but still i'm not happy. what's wrong with me? what exactly is wrong with me? i need to get out of my little world. someone help me please.
i'm feeling very depressed now. sighh. i feel as if i'm floating now. as if i'm in a dream.
Canada no longer excites me that much now. i don't know what'll happen to me if i were to go back there permanently now. i'll be very lost. i'll be more depressed than usual i think. maybe i'll long to stay here if that really happens. i do have lots of wonderful memories here.
picked up brother from school today as mom went out for lunch. someone was treating her to lunch as it was her birthday. and after that i sleep throughout the whole afternoon. was kind of tired and had nothing to do.
nothing much happened in the last 2 days. we finally finish our cheerleading routine. it's kind of weird but fun. and tiring. and i still haven't found my black tee for cheerleading. had been discussing about our class bonding. i don't think i'll be able to make it. have violin lesson that day and it finishes at 2pm and the movie is at 2.25pm. and it's at plaza singapura. sighh. how sad. but i'll be watching hitch on monday night. and jy says that if we all wear skirts, she will wear. if one of us don't wear, she won't wear. haha. so must make sure everyone wear skirt.
okay. i guess that's all. i need to go and try to get out of my little world. which means the computer can't be in front of me. i don't know why but yeah. well okay. i'll have to get back to my little world.
oh. and before i forget, although i know she won't read it, just wanna wish mom a HAPPY BIRTHDAY. god bless her always.
[80 more days to Canada]
i'm confused. i'm lost. i need help...
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:23 AM